This tiktok makes me sad. According to what she’s saying, kid’s don’t get endorphins from playing with their mom but with their dad instead. That makes me sad cause playing with children is one of my favorite things to do in life. Just another reason I don’t want to be a mother. I feel like…
Category: Micro Blog
Short opinion pieces, reflections, or rants.
Adults, Children, and Misopedia: Dissecting Ignorance
I hate how some people even consider it weird and suspicious for an adult to prefer the company of children. I came across this comment and it just infuriated me. This part really stood out “I have 2 of my own now and told them the other day that if an adult wants to hang…
Separate Lives
I recently was thinking about how sometimes being a pedophile feels weird. It’s like I have to live a double life. I’m part of normie forums and groups, and in those groups, I’m not a “pedophile.” I’m “me” but not truly “me!” I can never (and would never) talk about my trials and tribulations in relation to my orientation. I can’t even mention my orientation. Whenever I see people bring up their (socially accepted) orientation or dating experience, it makes me envious.
It almost feels surreal how in one instance I can be a pedophile and in another instance I tolerate being around people that despise people like me. I could only imagine how’d they feel essentially if they knew I was an “unrepentant” pedophile. I mean, I’m probably considered one of the worst kinds of pedophiles, second only to sexually active pedophiles and child porn consumers.
“What did you think about pedophiles when you were a child?”
I don’t remember if I knew what the word pedophile was in my early childhood. The earliest memory I have of knowing about pedophiles is in the 7th grade. There was this rumor that our gym teacher was a pedophile and would perv on us kids. I remember in my 8th grade Spanish class, we were talking…
A Wish for Normalcy
Sometimes, I really wish pedophilia was normalized. Even if people thought it was weird, that would still be better off than what people currently think. Image having normie friends that teased you for finding kids attractive. That would be kinda fun, and to think about it, it is kinda silly that I, a grown as…